Sunday, March 15, 2009

Why??

This blog is going to be for me to get out a lot of feelings and questions I have about why life happens the way it does...I will ramble from being an abused child to my own children and about having a spouse that cheats and how do you move on? So if you want to be depressed go ahead and read it...if you think you can find words of wisdom in what I write feel free to read it and use any of it in your life. I just needed someplace to vent so why not in a blog!!

You know things in life happen and they say they happen for a reason!? Well what reason would or could be taught from having a spouse cheat on you..not only once but 3 times? Three you found out about all at one time. Two before we were married but we were still living together like we were married and once just recently. He says it is not my fault I didn't do anything wrong. But it was all him. Yea I was forgiving and took him back I sometimes wonder why the hell I took him back. I do love him very much but this has been hard on me...when I ask him question he gets upset and says it is over and in the past...but how far over is it really? He has done it three times and who says he won't do it again?

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