WEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLL

Okay so here it is about a month after everything came to the surface. He excepts me to forget it since it is in the past it is not that easy! I don't know when or if I will ever forget about it! It was the worst pain I have ever felt in my whole life! Talk about a total blow to the whole trust system. This weekend while I was out of town he had a party and there were girls there! How does he not think I would be a PISSED about it!???? He was all what it is in the past and nothing happened the girls were here with the other guys. Well, I had been gone for 4 days and I know how he is about sex he likes it and likes it often. So, what am I suppose to think? He promised me nothing happened he drank and then passed out. Well, his friend who thinks what he did was TOTALLY wrong told me he didn't touch another girl and he was on good behavior. I know you are thinking of course a friend would say that to protect his friend but I know this friend wouldn't lie for him!

I am really trying hard to build the trust back but he has to be willing to comprise and answer my questions without getting mad.

We will see what happens! I hate not being able to trust him 110%